On the out side i am just your average teen, who feels that dressing up good is a stress buster, Tea is a bare necessity, studies should not be ignored and homework (however lame) should always be there.
"But does this calm n simplicity percolate inside?"
how i wish it had been that way, but it is not.
there is so much that goes on in my head, that I'd readily steal Prof.Dumbledore's pensive,just to relieve myself of certain unwanted thoughts!
but then, the old paradox stands true, "we desire all we don't have, all we have is not exactly what we desire!"
I wonder why people say I don't have a normal perspective towards things;
is trying to find good out of every situation bad?
is giving a composed reaction to pretty huge things, only after you get the hold of their intensity wrong?
is side tracking stuff cause its apparently lame, gross behaviour?
is feeling bad for someone else's problems really that important, despite the fact that the person does not really matter that much to u?
is having the attitude of "me first" at the right place and at the right time worng?
I PONDER...
But there are still people who think they know me, my friends sure do, but all i have to say to them, is "thank you"for being just a call away, and "sorry" because i m making you live in huge misconceptions, only cause they make my time with you good..
I am still called different by people who don't know me, and people who "think" they know me, think I am a paradox.
A paradox because I maybe outspoken about my opinions in class, but feelings I always suppress,
i may appear to just listen, but i do analise,
I may say I don't care,
but when a Friend is in a problem,
I am always there.
I may be hurt, but I will never let anyone know.
words that are flowing unceased in here, freeze in the crowd, and, I am always lost...
looking for my own lost glow...
"But does this calm n simplicity percolate inside?"
how i wish it had been that way, but it is not.
there is so much that goes on in my head, that I'd readily steal Prof.Dumbledore's pensive,just to relieve myself of certain unwanted thoughts!
but then, the old paradox stands true, "we desire all we don't have, all we have is not exactly what we desire!"
I wonder why people say I don't have a normal perspective towards things;
is trying to find good out of every situation bad?
is giving a composed reaction to pretty huge things, only after you get the hold of their intensity wrong?
is side tracking stuff cause its apparently lame, gross behaviour?
is feeling bad for someone else's problems really that important, despite the fact that the person does not really matter that much to u?
is having the attitude of "me first" at the right place and at the right time worng?
I PONDER...
But there are still people who think they know me, my friends sure do, but all i have to say to them, is "thank you"for being just a call away, and "sorry" because i m making you live in huge misconceptions, only cause they make my time with you good..
I am still called different by people who don't know me, and people who "think" they know me, think I am a paradox.
A paradox because I maybe outspoken about my opinions in class, but feelings I always suppress,
i may appear to just listen, but i do analise,
I may say I don't care,
but when a Friend is in a problem,
I am always there.
I may be hurt, but I will never let anyone know.
words that are flowing unceased in here, freeze in the crowd, and, I am always lost...
looking for my own lost glow...
