Colors...

Colors....

they go every where... everything you do has colors to it...

when you speak, see, touch, feel...

they go every where.......

and, I love to acknowledge their presence at all times.

May be that's why I prefer calls over messages...

messages are polite, but impersonal.

Calls, on the other hand, let you guess what color the other person is...

when talking to you...

when some one is distant, they are white...

clear, but opaque at the same time...

if someone is holding their head high, despite problems, they are purple....

dignified, more like it.

Even if you know a person very well, you can't tag them with "a-particular" color...

I can't myself say what color I am, but every emotion of mine does have a color to it....

my journal never reads, "I was sad."

it's always, "I felt kinda violet today."

The journal is black, always. That's because it is so necessary to bring out all other colors that are there, and I for one, can't live without it!

My sister's innocent questions are a bright yellow, good, striking, but not always appealing.

like the other day she heard me talking on the phone, and asked,"are you in love?"

I was butchered!
Communication between dad and me?.. Brown.... its there, but that's it.

Accounting? has to be lavender....

I love it, but still trying to master it.

such is the beauty of colors...

they are your companions...

may be they won't always guide you, but they'll always be there for you to rely on..

when you need them the most...

colors.....

once I am eighteen..

It's going to be two long years before I actually turn eighteen..

(and, gonna be 18 till I die...)

but planning in advance always helps right?

There are somethings I have always wanted to do, but I know that there is a time for everything, rather, an "appropriate time" for everything...

I never had problems telling my mum what I want to do, and I never had a "no" for an answer,

it has always been, "Do that when you start earning"

So by the time I am eighteen, I guess I'd have already begun my articleship,implied I'd be earning by that time, thus it's safe to aspire now!

1) I am going to get a PAN card made and I am going to start investing in equity shares. (that's the most common thing I Google), I need field experience!!!! and money, dividends rather.

and when ever someone asks me my 'PAN number', I am going to reply,

"By asking my PAN number you ask my "Permanent Account Number Number", tell me, are you always so tautological?"

(gives me a wicked pleasure to say, all things sweet and sarcastic)

2) TATTOO!! oh goth!! I am a sucker for them, and I am getting one as soon as I have enough money and a great design....

the one in here is OK-OK

it's a permanent tattoo, so lots of thought over placement and design..

Phoenix- too common,

dragon- eeuugggh

mermaid- too girly

maybe I should try some Gothic or Wicca designs!

*Eureka*

The Wicca star!!!! Decided then...

3) CA- i want to become a CA- "Cigarette Addict"

So many people puff it out, so why not I take a crazy chance?

4) I want to celebrate my 18th birthday with a bottle of champagne, and become full on alcoholic, from that movement. I had settled for wine, but dad, suggested I go to champagne, he always says I need to aspire a lot...

Yeah, more importantly, I am going to start saving for the big trip to New Zealand I have planned with my besties!

"Bunjee-jumping is indeed my calling as I realised, at a very-very tender age."

P.S. I just re-read this, and I don't really know why I'm writing it now, my b'day is ages away,

but then,

"why not, take a crazy chance?"