Friday, June 13, 2008

on looking back...


Now that I am finally settling in this house,
I realise I had so much stuff I never did, but regret not doing it now...
I really wish I had spent a lot more of time on evening walks with Aakansha and Divya, I always loved the times we were together, and that was like right from me and Divya were 3 yrs old,

Aakansha joined the gang a little later to complete a trio and become an inseparable part of it!
It's filthy lonely in this place, and I miss them like crazy!!
I wish I had more time with Olivia and her little sister Tanya, who starts school this year!!
I really wish I had been all the more polite with Vipul, but he'd always take my sarcasms positively.
I'd love to bump into Olivia or Vipul or both of them at the station like it happened all summer, but i know it won't because our classes have fantastically clashing timings!
I never had the time to say a proper good bye to Naik aunty, my teacher who put into me not only the love, but all the basics of mathematics as well.
I never really visited the new ice-cream parlor!
!!JUST ONE LAST LOOK AT MY SCHOOL!!
Some more time in the mango garden would also have helped, there is not one fucking garden in this forsaken place, just a huge dumping ground(maybe i should use it to dump the agent who told my folks about this stupid place)
I wish I had all the more appreciated the convenience that my home offered!! To get to the station from this place, I have to encounter a lot a traffic and unstopable stomach churns because of the smoke!
I wish I had spent more time with Aakansh and Divya (a huge sigh) solving sums, I loved that!
these are just wishes, rather regrets!!

the only lesson that I have learnt from this is;

"not all things happen like you always want them to be- 'perfect'

they can get hasty, unplanned rushed and get you totally clumsy.

the best way to deal with them is either to get over or get along,

but when you feel like doing something, do it immediatly, the part of not doing and later regretting is

a stupid thing to do, and yeah..

it hurts"
*P.S. I can finally drive a Scooter! hurray!!*
the scooty has a mind of her own,(still trying to find out how it works)
i'll tell you more about my sweet heart the next time!
My college friends are coming here tomorrow and I am damn excited!!

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